Friday, January 18, 2008

Bye Bye Baby


It has been almost 2 weeks since baby Isabella boarded the plane to embark on her new life in UK for the next few years. I was rather down the week before she left and the week after. The idea of my adorable baby niece growing up away from me was truly depressing. It did not seem fair that time was not on our side and the 3 precious months I was given before her departure was simply not enough. What I truly wanted was for time to stand still so I'd be able to continue holding her in my arms, taking in the heavenly scent of one so sweet, hoping to capture her warmth forever within.

As much as I'd like to believe that things will not change and she'll remember me as clearly as I am recalling her cuteness now, the harsh reality remains that she has left. She will be growing up afar from me and the familiarity she has been accustomed to ever since she was born. I can only hope beyond hope that the time and love I showered her with for the past few months will continue to linger and she won't forget me here. Until we meet again, I will be missing my baby doll dearly and loving her just as much.

33 comments:

LadyJava January 18, 2008 9:28 PM

oohhh GP!... this makes me so sad lah.. i know saying goodbye is never easy. I hope you remain strong and who knows you may visit her soon with B....

Take care and have a great weekend ya!!

Hugs
LJ

Adrian January 18, 2008 10:30 PM

GP!! Can you imagine her excitement when she finally sees again the Aunt whom her mum talks about and whose pictures she's seen and whom she's heard talking on the telephone!! She'll be thrilled!!! So try to look forward to that day, k! :):)

Emila Yusof January 19, 2008 1:58 AM

Huhuhu...so sad...hope you'll be by her side again soon.

THE NAFASG TEAM January 19, 2008 11:54 AM

GP, we know how u feel...we are equally sad too. But we believe that she will always remember her bautiful aunt from afar ok? There are always emails and phones for u to get connected to her.

Hope that she will grow up to become an intelligent beautiful girl when she comes back. And when she comes back. we can give her more and more chocolates and sweets again!!! =)

Raghav January 19, 2008 4:20 PM

such a cute little doll... hope u & Mr.B will be flying to UK at the earliest.
take care.
wht happened to tht competation you organised. i just remembered abt tht today.so who won the mug this time......

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:45 PM

Hi LJ, thanks dear. Just needed to say goodbye properly here since Isabella is a part of my blog. Hope you're right and we do get to visit my baby doll somehow! :):):)

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:48 PM

Thanks for your kind words here GK, I hope u're right and I do feel a bit better now. Just don't want to be forgotten, that's all! ;)

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:49 PM

Thank you Emila, lama lagi la jumpa baby Isabella. Wonder what she's doing now! :):):)

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:50 PM

Hello Hazel! THanks for coming by and I hope u're having a great weekend too! :):):)

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:52 PM

Hello Nafa, thanks so much peeps! I can't wait for my cutie to come back too and I know she'll love the goodies you'll have for her then, thanks NAFA, you guys are da best! :):):)

Mariuca January 19, 2008 6:54 PM

Hola Raghav, nice to see u today! She is such a cutie lil doll ain't she? :):):)

Competition ended on the 14th, will announce my winner next week, watch out for it then yeah? Happy weekend to you!

Bobby January 20, 2008 12:13 AM

I'm sure she wont forget you! I can tell how much you care about her:) That's a great picture, so pretty!!!

Mariuca January 20, 2008 1:55 AM

Yay, thank u Bobby! And yeah, I love this pic, she looks so cute in pink! :):):)

Nick Phillips January 20, 2008 3:02 PM

I'm sure she'll remember the aunt who showered her with love the past 3 months. And besides, you can always fly there for the holidays to visit right? Cheer up. Happy weekend to you.

Oh and she looks just adorable next to the bear :D

Nessa January 20, 2008 5:14 PM

Oh, I know how you feel. I held my niece for the first time when she was just 3 months old.

The second time I saw her she was 2 years old... then I met her last year , she was 5 years old. I couldn't even talk to her since she only spoke German!

I think I'll only get to see her again when she's 7 years old... sigh...

Trinity January 20, 2008 6:01 PM

oh dear.. oh dear... she is so cute and you have to say good bye to her... oh my...oh my...

You have showered her with your love so I am sure she will miss you too!

Odysseus January 20, 2008 9:48 PM

Before you know it, she will be back to you again. Or maybe, you will be in UK spending quality time with her.

FL Sam January 20, 2008 9:57 PM

Baby are so cute and adorable, I can understand that you surely miss her. You can see her on video cam. :)

Mariuca January 21, 2008 12:13 AM

Hi Nick! Doesn't she look as huggable as the teddy bear?! ;)

Of course can visit her, but must find $$ first la..so won't be so soon but thanks for ur kind words! :):):)

Mariuca January 21, 2008 12:15 AM

Nessa, that's exactly what I'm bracing myself for la, cause realistically speaking, I think I'll only see my niece if and when she comes back for holidays, dunno when that'll be! At least Isabella won be speaking German la though lol...

Mariuca January 21, 2008 12:16 AM

Thanks Trin! She is a cutie isn't she? I love this pic of her. :):):)

Mariuca January 21, 2008 12:17 AM

Leslie, I hope it's the latter, then can visit UK too lolz! ;)

Mariuca January 21, 2008 12:20 AM

Hola Uncle Sam! Yeah, am planning to hook up to a video cam, at least can see her then! Thanks Uncle Sam! :):):)

Anonymous,  January 21, 2008 12:01 PM

Aww Marzie ... Baby Isabella is so adorable!! I'm sure she's missing you every seconds. Even the big cuddly bear misses you too :(

Hope we'll get to see some video cam snapshots of her soon. :):)

Take care.
Naz

Daliey,  January 21, 2008 12:42 PM

Marzie, ask Intan to use webcam then you can see baby LIVE more often. Then you wont miss her sooo much...

Mariuca January 21, 2008 1:37 PM

Hey Naz, thanks for stopping by! Baby Isabella does look adorable in this picture, which I love btw! Hope to figure out this web cam thingy soon, till then can only moan and groan abt missing her huh? ;)

Mariuca January 21, 2008 1:39 PM

DD, sure sure..but we know it won't be the same kan...must go and visit Ali la, then can lepaskan geram to him he he he!! :):):)

DiamondsSaphire January 22, 2008 6:16 PM

Awww..she is so cute! I am sorry Maze that her parents moved away. Hopefully they will keep a photo blog for you..hugs.

Mariuca January 22, 2008 6:29 PM

Thanks so much DS, I feel better having her pic here actually. Takes away some of the pain of missing her! Oh the photo blog sounds like a great idea, I shall suggest it to my sis, thanks! :):):)

LadyJava September 30, 2008 11:49 PM

Wow! 9mths already this post!! Good lah now she's back.. all looking like cabbage patch doll kan??

LadyJava September 30, 2008 11:50 PM

Bet you are with her now kan??

phatelara October 16, 2008 8:34 PM

Hi baby Issy! Marzie, one day kena buat scrapbook of baby Issy and put all her cute photos. :):)

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