Friday, September 12, 2008

The Heart

The heart only seeks what she desires for she knows nothing else beyond content. She longs to be whole again, which is why what or how bears absolutely no meaning. She holds not the slightest interest in what the future holds, so reserve your underlying reasons for her pain and her sorrow. The heart really does not care, for she's in emotional disarray.

Time seems to tick by so slowly but the heart continues to wait.
The heart believes in second chances and knows her moment will eventually arrive. Though shattered into a million pieces, she stubbornly refuses to surrender. Persisting through her pain and tears, the heart sadly awaits her closure, for she still holds faith in true love and a little sunshine after the rain.

Her wait appears extremely futile and almost never-ending; only further deepening her cut, confining her in solitude. Fatigued from her tears and hurt, she still continues to hope; willing her now estranged emotions to reunite her back to completion.

She waits and she lingers, hope diminishing by the second. And just as she's about to admit defeat, she finally hears the words. She takes comfort in the much-awaited words and allows them merely a glance; accepting their sincerity to finally form a smile. Happy to be whole again, the heart continues to beat, but
something deep within still silently disturbs. The heart understands what it feels and she simply cannot ignore...that though she might have forgiven, she knows she will never forget.


Filipina Ini September 12, 2008 4:05 AM

you are a very promising writer. you see the details.. you explain the feelings. ^^

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:07 AM

This heart is some sort of hopeless romantic? It is sad to admit that there are both the wolves' heart and the lambs' heart in this world. i just dont know if many are aware of this fact and if many understands...

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:10 AM

are you a professional writer mariuca? it is painted in detail.. this heart in here.

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:11 AM

I love Phillippines, thank you for being my first commenter! Your words will continue to inspire me to write, thank you very much! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:14 AM

Hi Rogue, the heart admits to being a hopeless romantic. :)

I guess you will never truly understand the difference between the two hearts, until you've experienced the bad and good of love. Thanks so much for commenting on my post. :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:17 AM

Yay! Thank you for the compliment Webbiestuffs and welcome to Mariuca's blog! :)

I'm a freelance copywriter and writing has always been my passion, thank you so much for reading. :):):)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:17 AM

Hi again Mariuca. Indeed you are a writer then.. i mean, you are practising to be better or you are already have written stuffs. That is wonderful! ^^

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:20 AM

you are correct in there... but i think we dont really need to experience the "wofie" heart and the "sheepie" heart for it is present around. I mean, we hear it, we see it, we watch in the news and all those stuffs... there are just many humans who seem to have hearts like that of wolves.. likes to victimize and the other, is that of the lamb, who allows himself/herself be victimised.

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:22 AM

I see. So you are a copy writer and it is your passion. Hmmm... that explains it then! Hahaha! Copy writer is very keen to details, right? You must have a very good eye sight plus a very long patience...sigh... i lack that so much!

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:24 AM

Hi Phillippines, thanks for coming back! :)

I was feeling "the heart" when I wrote this, and yes, practice makes perfect! :)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:27 AM

AhaH! I smell something there when you admitted feeling like the "heart" above... did something happen? Curious curious.. anyway, curiosity kills the cat so i better not ask! ^^ Indeed practice makes perfect...

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:28 AM

LOL! Wofie heart..cute! ;)

That's true Rogue and you know what? When it comes to love, I think most of us have been in one relationship or another, where we've been both woofie and sheepie!

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:29 AM

AhaH! I smell something there when you admitted feeling like the "heart" above... did something happen? Curious curious.. anyway, curiosity kills the cat so i better not ask! ^^ Indeed practice makes perfect...

why did you call me philippines? That seems funny to me!

BTW, i did not come back, i just happen to be prying around.. heheh.. you are online too so i feel like i am not alone. ^^

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:30 AM

Hi Webbie! I'm not that patient but that eye for detail is a must in my line of work. Nice to have u back as well. :)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:32 AM

Actually, this idea of wolfie and sheepie, i read this in a pocketbook. I just returned it in the library today but the idea marked my mind and i just cant get off it and i seem to use it very often. The thing is, in a relationship that you say, it is not necessarily that we are the sheepie or the wolfie in a time and another character in another time.

When i discussed this thing with my lovey (ehem) he told me that sometimes, there are wolfie hiding in sheep's skin or there are also sheepies who hide and blend as wolfie to be not victimised. Isn't life so strange?

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:33 AM

Does Phillippines sound funny to you? He he, sorry, wanted to find a shorter nick for u, so what would u like me to call u? ;)

I'll let your thoughts wander for tonight! The heart wishes to remain silent he he! :)

So how come you're still up?

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:35 AM

i actually love commenting around as long as i have time and since you are too fast replying, i too reply on your replies. It is night time in my area and i am just waiting to be sleepy while i visit some of my online buddies and see what is new in their blogs and share my ideas with them.

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:39 AM

Ooooh I like ur lovey's theory! ;)

For me, it depends on past experience and what I'm currently feeling in that particular moment, to make either the wofie or sheepie in me emerge. I'm a bit of both!

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:39 AM

It is very early in my side that is why i am up still. I love Philippines is a blog name and title but i dont live in Philippines since 2007 .. well, iLovPH would be nice to address me so it is shorter.

Philippines refer to a country so that is why i felt funny bout it. For me it sounds so, well, chaotic and full of ba$tardic leader$ who..well.. you can see that in my blog anyway if you wanna know about my country. I just have so many heart aches about so many things in my country that i want a change of heart.. i mean, i want my fellow Filipinos to have a change of heart when it comes to their lives to at least change for the better.. Philippines is sinking!

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:41 AM

Webbie, it's 4.40am here, where u at? I'm actually a nightowl, which is why I'm up and about! It's nice to meet u btw. :)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:43 AM

iLovPH it is then! :)

Sorry to hear u feel that way about ur country! You know, a blog friend of mine, well her dad actually, had an unpleasant experience with the police there, during his stay! :(

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:44 AM

It seems that we make your comment section a chatbox! Hahaha! Anyway, till the next time and I will see the rest of the blogosphere. Till the next topic that you will have. Now I know what time you are posting...

Oh! I don't understand the caricature in your blog.. Does it suppose to represent you?

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:47 AM

That is very early (for the nest day)! Do you go to work or school or something? But i used to stay so late as well when i was doint university papers so don't mind, i understand it... especially bloggers around.

I sleep around midnight and now it is 2250 in my side. Am in western europe.

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:55 AM

No worries Rogue! I answer all my comments and it just so happens that I'm online right now. ;)

Are u referring to my RSS dolly? Yup, that's Mariuca and click on her for more of me lol! Nite nite and it was nice chatting with you. :)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:57 AM

LOL! I work from home Webbie, and am still fiddling with some work stuff as we speak! Oh midnite is still too early for me! ;)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 5:15 AM

As for me, midnight is still early as well but i have a thing to attend to tomorrow for work related stuffs and i need to wake up at 4:30 to do all my exercise, language learning and at 10 go out for this meeting... so i need to be ready. I see, so you do the copy writing at home... but i am like you too, when i need to stay up, i better have something to entertain me at the same blogging or chatting...:)

Shemah September 12, 2008 6:22 AM

Marzie!! How I love your pieces.. and read every single one that you linked back to.

Yeah, it's true how that in different relationships we've been either the sheepie or the wolfie. The heart is one of a kind, I have to say. :)

Keep up the great writing.. you definitely have a flair for it. Me loves!!! :)

Kim September 12, 2008 7:46 AM

this is lovely Mariuca...
very sweet and sensitive...
I love the image of the heart too... :) :)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 8:44 AM

This was a well written post! But in defense of the talk of the wolves hearts, they are some of the most family oriented and devoted creatures on the planet and I wish they had a better reputation that better described their true personality.

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 9:24 AM

I'm reminded of this saying, "The heart has reasons that reason does not understand."

eastcoastlife September 12, 2008 9:24 AM

Romantic eh. :)

For me, I can forgive but never forget, especially how those people made me feel when they treated me badly.

Adrian September 12, 2008 9:25 AM

A heart can be so fragile and easily broken...but by forgiving you have taken the first step on the path to healing.

Sometimes there is no need to forget for that was a part of life....good of bad happy or sad, all things should be remembered for without the bad how could we would measure the pleasure of the good.

The right thing to do would be to cautiously move on....easier said than done...but by dwelling in the past one loses out on the future. So don't waste what little time one has...just live for now and create better memories.

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 10:50 AM

Marzie, it's so beautiful that I shed tears.


Alei September 12, 2008 11:05 AM

i can relate to this! i love it!

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 12, 2008 12:19 PM

wow, marzie, what a heartfelt post. Greta writing as you've lead yr readers to feel for the heart too! :) Are you speaking for your friend?

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 1:15 PM

Happy FRIDAY. This is totally different. Sometimes we have to run from our daily routine and have write something different and can touch many people heart. Take care and good luck for our future.

stan September 12, 2008 1:44 PM

that was a v poetic writeup on the heart pining for love. I believe some sections are also inspired by passages by some famous authors?

Nick Phillips (15/03/1967 - 04/11/2022) September 12, 2008 2:46 PM

Wow, I dunno how to comment la for this one Marzie. So deep and serious la.

You know me la, ever the clown ... LOL!

LadyJava September 12, 2008 2:50 PM

GP!! Ohh this is lovely.. you are really a wonderful writer dearie.. your writings nak buat I nangis ni..

Keep up the creative writing ok.. be nice to see more..

Errr.. you are ok right?? I've been so busy these days and nights.. tak sempat nak bertenggek sgt..ada project yg perlu dibereskan.. ini pun nak kluar ni.. so I see you soon ok..

Dah tengok boldie belum?? Though i know we say padan muka but still.. i feel for her :(

TTYL dearie.. buka apa tu??

Mariuca September 12, 2008 2:51 PM

Sounds like a busy day for u Webbie! Glad we got around to chatting last night, and it's already Friday here, so have a good weekend and happy blogging! :)

LadyJava September 12, 2008 2:51 PM

OOhh.. the button looks good eh..hehe

Mariuca September 12, 2008 2:55 PM

Yay, thank you very much Shemah, for reading my old posts, love ya! :)

Just felt like writing this piece and so here it is. Every once in a while, there will be something to trigger off the more sensitive side of me, and this post came about after a certain incident that made me sad! ;)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 2:56 PM

Thank you for reading Kim, and I love the heart pic too...lovely! Have a good weekend. :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:00 PM

Hola Trace Cell, thank you for reading and welcome to Mariuca's blog! :)

There's no denying that not all wofies have a bad heart. When I wrote this though, I had a certain friend and situation in mind, whose sheepie heart had just been broken by a wofie. ;)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:01 PM

Hi Gallivanter, thank you for that beautiful quote, I love it! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:02 PM

Hola ECL! Thank you for capturing the essence of my story! "The heart" will forgive, but to forget, that's another story altogether! Happy weekend dear and thanks for reading! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:04 PM

Yay, Adrian is here to comment on my post, thanks GK!

Yeah la Adrian, suddenly only I was moved to write this piece, of course after certain incidents involving certain peeps in my life. Thanks for ur comment GK, the heart will move on for sure, but she will also always remember what broke her to begin with! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:06 PM

Aw, thank you very much for reading Naz and I'm sorry about the tears! ;) Hope it was worth it though! :)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:07 PM

Rieru, that's great! You're the first person to relate to this, which makes my writing worthwhile indeed, thank you for reading! :):):)

Nessa September 12, 2008 3:09 PM

Hi Marzie!

This is deep and very moving post... sedih pulak I baca :*(

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:09 PM

Yay, thank you for reading Jean! I am happy you felt the heart, the way it was meant to be. *Hugs*

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:10 PM

Hi Bono! It's been a while since I last wrote a touchy-feely post like this he he! Suddenly je terinspired after certain things happened this week! Thank you for reading and happy weekend! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:13 PM

Hello Sho, thanks for reading! This was all written by me, no reference to any well-known authors, at least none that I know of. I was moved to have this post out after certain things that happened recently. :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:16 PM

Ha ha ha, don worry Nick! This one was meant as a deep post, you know la once in a while I need to have my broken heart love post here he he! :):):)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:21 PM

Hi LJ! Thanks sweetie, sorry I made u teary-eyed but thanks so much for reading yeah! :)

I started writing this after I sent u that depressi message at ur blog he he! Told ya I was depressi that day, anyway finished working on it last night so here it is. ;)

Sigh... I still tak kesian Bridget la, I just don't feel it! I am very angry and padan muka for K of course and stop trying to defend herself la with "it only happened one time" BS! Eh, what do u think of the new "prob" Taylor is suddenly having with Jack? I think that's so silly, cause takde prob to begin with. And now, I bet Brooke is gonna steal Jack away from T cause konon T isn't fit to be J's mom! If she does that kan, really la, it's gonna piss me off to da max! :(

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:22 PM

Yay, this was meant to be a sad and moving post Nessa, so I'm glad u felt it the way it was meant to be. Thanks for reading dear and happy weekend! :):):)

LadyJava September 12, 2008 3:28 PM

lol.. tak kesian langsung..kelakar lah you GP.. I adalah kesian skit jer..the betrayal you know..

anyway.. yeah.. like i say before.. just because K was dying does not make it right..remember when B said.. who is that woman and K answered. a woman who thought she was dying.. wah i freak out you know.. i had to pause.. and start my own tirade to Azwaj .. dah puas baru I press continue..lolz

The nerve of that woman to suggest B take care of her baby in case she dies..ceh.. what business nak bring into a baby into the world kalau dia nak mati.. menyusahkan org jer..ish..miracle baby konon.. my a*s..

Alah mana ada problem with Jack.. saja depa nak hidupkan balik character T tu.. dah tak der storyline.. anyways.. it's always abt babies kan boldie nowadays..

Can't wait to see when Eric would wake up..and what's up with Rick sibuk nak check the doctor's credential.. another stupid direction...

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:37 PM

LJ, sorry dearie, but I tak pity B cause she's done this too many times oredi. As in be miss goody two shoes, feel the love everybody come let's share together-gether and then when dia yg kena, baru nak nangis. So yes, I feel the betrayal and all, but I still have no tears for her cause I think she should know better by now, esp since she oredi went through the SAME thing with her mom last time! ;)

Yes!!! I was angry masa that part she said she thought she was dying, hence the sex, pls la! And then ask B to take care of her "love child" with N. And I hate it when she says stuff like he doesn love me, he loves u B...padahal she is in love with N too, pretending not to be, I really hate her la! :(

Yeah! I thought Rick being all concerned abt the Doc's credentials was so unnecessary! Looking forward to today's ep, dah keluar ke? :)

LadyJava September 12, 2008 3:45 PM

I totally understand where you're coming from GP..Yeah she had it coming..especially knowing how K feels about N and vice versa..and like you said.. after having gone thru it with Brooke as well! She too good for her good..

Youtube dah kluar but not sure about dl though.. am streaming now so I can watch it when I come back.. now waiting for A to pick me up..

Mariuca September 12, 2008 3:57 PM

Thanks LJ! I kesian her since Deacon days oredi, but there's just so much pity I can give he he! Oh yay, it's out oredi la, am DL now woo hoo! Will watch masa buka nanti kut? Speaking of buka, have u decided what u're having tonight? I'm still undecided...oh maybe my fave lontong! :)

LadyJava September 12, 2008 3:59 PM

Not sure also.. perhap we go check out Bukit Indah Pasar Juadah and see.. not sure lah... A is very easy with buka.. i yg suka merepek meraban..lolzz!!!

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:04 PM

Oh same here la, I yg nak itu nak ini for buka he he! Okies, happy buka to u then and maybe I'll make some mug cake for sahur, lama tu tak buat mug cake! :)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:07 PM

Marzie, it's worth every single drop of it. Your words are truly a touch of gold.

Selamat Berbuka & have a wonderful weekend my dear.


Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:19 PM

Naz! That's very nice and sweet of u, I'm really glad my words moved you the way I wanted them to. :):):)

Happy berbuka to u too, 3 more hours to go! ;)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 4:51 PM

there might be an underlying story behind the post but it is indeed a very touching one.

i got an award for you. go grab it if you have the time...

Mariuca September 12, 2008 4:56 PM

There's always an underlying to every post Arlene, and thank you very much for reading and hey, an award for me too! :):):)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 5:19 PM

Marzie, I know you writing from your heart maybe for somebody...take care. GOD always with us.

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 12, 2008 5:28 PM

hi marzie! i've joined u in ask2link! did u get the 20bucks for referral? Hope u did! :)

Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 7:39 PM

Tumpang lalu ah Marzie. This comment for that so called 'good buddy' of mine, leave comment long long one here, nvr leave in my blog ... sob, sob, sob ... Tell him, I'm not talking to him ... hahaha ...

Mariuca September 12, 2008 8:20 PM

Thanks Bono, here's to love and joy in and out of the blogosphere! Happy weekend!

Mariuca September 12, 2008 8:22 PM

Jean, thanks so much for joining under me, you're da best! :D

Errrr, actually am not too sure abt this program also, cause I've just joined. But if I'm not mistaken, you'll only get that 20 bucks if ur referral spends 50 bucks or something like dat, so no 20 buckeroos for me yet he he! :)

Mariuca September 12, 2008 8:47 PM

Nicky! Actually it's been ages since your buddy left me some comment love too, tags oso never do one, me too sad he he! ;)

GK better come over here and make things right LOL! :)

emilayusof September 12, 2008 9:34 PM

Beautiful story Marzie!!

EddieJohn66 September 12, 2008 9:46 PM the time I finish reading your "short" stories I'm usually 3/4's asleep LOL How to leave a comment besides I do leave you long comments...check the last one!!

Okay I'm guilty of not doing anybody tags...even jean's which I said I'd do...but alas my time is so limited nowadays...what to do...bear with me for anothe few months and I'll be back with a vengance....of maybe a not LOl

cheers folks! :)

and buddy my phone number is still the same the last time I checked...hehe

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 12, 2008 10:00 PM

oh, yakeh? hehe, i was so clumsy lar to have only read the first line. hehe. well at least, we can make more ka-ching together-gether mah! :))


Anonymous,  September 12, 2008 11:29 PM

Beautiful writing, Genie Princess...I can't believe you already have 75 comments and I'm just getting here to drop a few EC on Friday morning. So happy to be watching out for Mariuca from your sidebar!

Have a terrific weekend. We're headed to the beach tomorrow morning, though I think they're predicting thundershowers.


Faisal Admar September 13, 2008 1:22 AM

Well written Maurica!

If heart hurts badly, it’s hard to recover anymore. Others could say that to love is to forgive but it’s simply hard.

..that though she might have forgiven, she knows she will never forget.

I totally agree.

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 13, 2008 2:41 AM

hello Queen Dropper! busy doing yr rounds izit? hehe.. im here to drop an iced latte for u! Enjoy! :))

p/s: i'll be at emila's commenting for a while. Eyes also barely can open liau. Come & chat wt me if u are free! :)

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 13, 2008 3:00 AM

marzie, i've just got to know from emila's that you had a bad bad day today. Are you feeling better now? Wanna talk about it? Let me know, k! Here's chloe's hug & kisses to cheer you up! :)

Fida Abbott September 13, 2008 5:59 AM

Hello Mariuca,

It is nice writing.
Thank you for visiting my Blog recently.

Have a good weekend too.

Metz September 13, 2008 8:10 AM

wahhh this is too moving, huhuhuhu time to grab some tissue. :) hugs the imagery is so vivid and the emotions feel so real. Makes me wonder what prompted you to write this marzie :)

Anonymous,  September 13, 2008 11:00 AM

Dropping by on Friday night while finishing up my day of watching over Mariuca from your sidebar. It is pouring here so we decided not to go to the beach this weekend. I have lots of work to do but I'm also going to try to catch up on my blogosphere buddies, who have all taken a back seat to "back to school."

Hope you're having a great weekend.


Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 13, 2008 1:15 PM

aloha marzie!! busy nampak~nya!! :) Here to drop off AGP. Enjoy yr saturday! :)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:31 PM

Emila! Thanks for reading sweetie and I got ur email oso! Love u for thinking of me, everything's okay with me, just needed to get some stuff out of my system, so this was in the heat of the moment post he he! Lotsa love and hugs for u Emila! :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:36 PM

GK! Of course, we understand u're a busy student now, good luck with that yeah...we just miss having the jolly GK coming over and leaving his words of wisdom at our blogs! *Genie Hugz*

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:37 PM

Ha ha Jean! Of course I'm still happy that u joined under me, thanks again sweetie and I oso can't wait to see how this new program will help make some ka-ching for us! ;)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:37 PM

Oh thanks so much Roxy, that is indeed a wonderful compliment coming from Foxy Roxy! :):):)

I managed to complete my rounds yesterday, but not too sure abt today since it's a Sat and we have lotsa errands to run today. Wish me luck and hey, thanks again for advertising here yest! I hope Mariuca brought u some good magical clicks! ;)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:39 PM

Thank you for that wonderful insight Faisal! And for reading my post. :)

I agree, no matter how much you love sometimes, forgiving is never easy and forgetting is just impossible! :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:41 PM

Jean!! Thanks so much sweetie, I really needed that iced latte last night. Managed to complete both rounds and of coz I didn't forget AGP he he!

I was in a foul mood yesterday Jean, everything was not going my way, but am feeling much better today and it's the weekend too so YAY! Love and hugs for u Miss Y! :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:42 PM

Hi Fida! Thanks for reading dear, and I hope u're enjoying your weekend with ur kids and hubby. Love and hugs from Malaysia all the way to Philly! :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:45 PM

Oh thanks so much Metz, I'm glad my post reached you where it should! :) Thank you for seeing the imagery and feeling the emotions of this story. I'll let your thoughts continue roaming for now. :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:47 PM

Hola Roxy! Oh too bad about the beach sweetie, but there's always next weekend! I'm happy that RBO was watching over Mariuca last night, and that I managed to get a new post out on the day u were here yay! Love and hugs! :):):)

Mariuca September 13, 2008 2:48 PM

Aloha Jean! Yeah lor, busy bee la me today! Now only answering my comments, then later have to go out and run some errands, so dunno what time I'll be over at Emila's to mengomen! Happy Sat to u too! :):):)

MisterZyl September 13, 2008 5:54 PM

When reading this entry, I hope I can forgive people easily, but as you said.. its never easy to forgive, even if you try so hard.. but we always have to remember, you are taught to forgive people because revenge and hatred will bring us to nowhere in this world.

happy nice weekend Marzie. :)

Anonymous,  September 13, 2008 6:59 PM

Marzie, how are? Lucky deh Emila already give guidance how to add the dolly. Anyway thanks to you.

Mizohican September 13, 2008 7:55 PM

awwwweee marzie. On an emotion trip? :) Thats some really good stuff you wrote. One can't help wondering why you sudden wrote in this tone, but again, one doesn't want to jump into conclusions.

hugsy hugsy from me.

Ps. by the way, the heart didn't seem to portray all that you've mentioned when I was slicing it up on a cold smelly Biology Lab table during our dissection class back in School :-D

LadyJava September 13, 2008 8:13 PM


GP!! How are you sweetie?? buka apa tu???

Happy Weekend!!!

Anonymous,  September 13, 2008 11:42 PM

Marzie bonoriau dolly already added on my site

emilayusof September 14, 2008 12:40 AM

Hola dear! Glad to see you back in my blog mengomen!! Alamak, Jean beat me at commenting here! Must comment some more!

emilayusof September 14, 2008 12:41 AM

Eh lupa pulak, lots of love to you too! That's what buddy is for!

emilayusof September 14, 2008 12:42 AM

I think it's 19 now! hehe...sorry saja nak tambahkan komen!

Sushi September 14, 2008 1:22 AM

Woooooww.... my jaw is still dropped and cannot lift itself back...Those book publishers need to read all this! Congrats Marzie, God gave you the gift of writing with your heart...Is Shakespeare one of your influences? Really beautiful!

Restnrileks September 14, 2008 4:52 AM


i am sure you are a great writer.

love the pic too. somehow, after looking at the pic and then, reading the first sentence.."The heart only seeks what she desires for she knows nothing else beyond content. " my mind started to wonder to something like.. " i feel it in the earth..i feel it in the air.. - itu LOTR starting is like one heart to rule them all.." i like it it.. ditambah dengan gambar hati yang agak gelap lagi "grungy.."

thanks for dropping by..

sorry restnrileks is a bit lagging these days ( i am moving at a slower and restnrileksing pace lately) - even both MPG and MWFS dah topple restnrileks kat emila.. kudos to you..


happy weekend..

Speedcat Hollydale September 14, 2008 12:43 PM

Hi Mariuca .. all is well here today :-)

I am awestruck by your poetic and soft yet powerfull words emitting such emotion ... in a beautiful mannor. Exquisite; elegant. I am so very impressed with this unexpected post.

Please continue on with writing such as this. The sun shines brightly upon words, as your pen graces the paper.

aplause aplause!!!


Anonymous,  September 14, 2008 2:26 PM

Marzie Happy Sunday ...sure you are busy.. udah start shopping for lebaran ka? I just thinking.... Do you want to review my site and as return I give you few thousand of EC points.

Rolando September 14, 2008 2:59 PM

Beautiful poem Mariuca. You have a gift!

NafaSg September 14, 2008 3:52 PM

GP!! When are u going to publish a book?? Hehe! U really should consider being a writer u know? Then we will all buy your books. Yeah!!! =)=)

Anonymous,  September 14, 2008 5:04 PM

If Emila already come out with dolly and private ad ..the time already come for you to make money from reviewing other blog. JC also make money from review blog. what do you think??

LadyJava September 14, 2008 6:43 PM

LJ here.. LJ here.. voting away!!! good luck dearie!!

Rozella September 14, 2008 7:20 PM

Yeah, I agree with Nafasg. When? When? When? If got I buy, but must give harga kawan ya? Hehehe :P

Tina September 14, 2008 8:51 PM

did you make that up all by yourself? my little marzie did that? you clever dark horse writer you!

Metz September 14, 2008 9:04 PM

glad your feeling a lot better now marzie. xoxo

Bobby Revell September 15, 2008 1:53 AM

Lovely piece Marzie! Although I know not the words she heard, I can only guess you left them out purposefully - thus defining her feelings.

Antown September 15, 2008 5:45 AM

hahaha...tampak cantik ya karya kak emila di blog ini. oya mariuca, blog saya pindah ke silakan berkunjung, terima kasih

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:08 AM

Hi Faizal! Thank you for reading, means a lot to me. :)

Actually, what I said was forgiving is easy, but forgetting is the tricky part. ;)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:09 AM

Hi Bono! I saw ur dolly finally and happily subscribed oredi! ;)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:11 AM

He he! Emila, you are now my number 2 Mariucan woo hoo, beat Jean oredi lol!

Thanks for all ur love and support dear, happy that we both ended up as bloggers and we're still great friends after leaving our last work place! *Hugs*

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:13 AM

Awwwww thanks so much Sushi! You made GP blush with ur comment and I am a fan of Shakespeare! I listed him down as the person I'd love to interview in the last meme I did (MPG), if u recall! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:16 AM

Hi Rizal, thanks so much for reading and leaving ur words of wisdom here! Saja terasa nak ekspresi diri for this post. I suka la grungy heart tu, cool pic huh? ;)

I dah topple RnR kat Emila's but still cannot topple the Queen Dropper there lolz! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:16 AM

Thanks so much Tammy, hope u enjoyed the post! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:24 AM

Oh wow! Thank you very much Eric! First for reading and second, for leaving me such inspiring words for me to pursue my passion even more now!

When I wrote this post, I was feeling kinda blue. So needed to express my thoughts on certain things that were going on with me and others in my life, at that moment in time. I am happy it came out the way it did and am so glad to hear u had a good read. Love and hugs for u Eric! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:28 AM

Hi Bono! I had a busy Sunday fixing my PC, but then again what else is new right? ;)

Bono, tak payah give me credits okay, cause you gave me so much oredi last month! I'll come up with something for u, but I can't promise u exactly when, cause I tulis ikut mood kan. And of coz that review thingy is a great idea, but JC is like wow, I ni biasa je he he he! Wah, how much is JC making from his reviews I wonder! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:32 AM

Yay Sandman is here! :)

Thanks so much for reading Sandman, I am so honoured that u read my post, thanks again! Oh yeah, I was feeling the moment when I wrote this, you know how it is...the heart feels what it feels and I was just expressing her the way I saw and felt her at that time. :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:33 AM

Hi Rolando, thank you for ur kind words, they made me smile! It's great to see u here today too. :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:35 AM

NAFA!!! He he, thanks for your vote of confidence, you're da best! Having a book out one day has always been a dream of mine. Let's hope it happens yeah? :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:36 AM

Hi LJ! Thanks for the vote dearie, kalah lagi la boo hoo hoo! I spent the rest of the night fixing my PC, kena restore 2 kali baru okay, astaga!! ;)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:37 AM

Rozella! You're so sweet for saying that and if ever that book happens, for sure you'll get a very special price for being a wonderful Mariucan and friend to me. Love and hugs for u sweetie! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:39 AM

Tina!! Ha ha, thank you sweetie, your comment made me laugh! Hope u had a good read and thanks for taking the time to leave ur thoughts here as well. Love ya! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:40 AM

Hi Metz, it's nice to see u here today! Hope u had a good weekend. :)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:44 AM

Yay! Thanks for coming over today Bobby! :)

Of course Bobby, I don't need to have the words mentioned here, cause like u said, by holding back the words, her feelings were thus defined. Thank you for understanding my words here Bobby, you're da best! Love and hugs! :):):)

Mariuca September 15, 2008 6:58 AM

Antown! Cute kan? Thanks for noticing and for the update, I'll drop by ur new place nanti ye? :):):)

Farah Deen September 15, 2008 2:13 PM

The heart is invisible to the naked eyes, yet the heart is where everything lies. The heart makes you happy, sad, excited and all the other feelings one could imagine. The heart bleeds sometimes, but also, the heart mends itself- sometimes permanently, sometimes temporarily. Until the heart beats, live will go on. The day the heart stops, that day we are gone.

You write very well GP.

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious September 15, 2008 11:54 PM

hello there lovely! it seems like it's my turn to have a lousy day today. Had a bad day at work and it's really stressing me out. :(

oh well, everybody needs to go through bad days, i just have to bite on.

Mariuca September 16, 2008 2:01 PM

Farah, thanks so much sweetie! I was feeling the heart when I wrote this. Thank you for ur wonderful insight on the heart as well. The heart feels all, bad or good and for this post, it was definitely feeling more bad than good. :):):)

Mariuca September 16, 2008 2:03 PM

Oh poor Miss Y!! I hope u are having a better day today? Looking forward to the holiday tomorrow or not? Lotsa love and hugs for u here Jean, and hey, maybe u should get a nice pressie for urself, just to cheer u up! What say you? :):):)

emilayusof September 27, 2008 11:12 PM

i would love to make a heart collage like in the picture.

LadyJava September 27, 2008 11:16 PM

Emila.. I'm sure you can.. you're such a talented woman lah!!

Mariuca September 27, 2008 11:33 PM

Oooh a heart collage sounds superb Emila, apalagas?!! ;)

LJ, Emila mmg talented! I was oredi impressed when she and I were working together-gether dulu. Those were the days kan Emila? Remember my morning kopi in ur room while playing Text Twist he he!! :):):)

LadyJava September 27, 2008 11:39 PM

Apalagas Emila!! We know you can do it!!!

Yelah you guys worked together eh.. awesome!! Wah I missed my CNC girls lah!!

LadyJava September 28, 2008 3:49 AM

CNC = Chicken Noodle Club.. lol.. i wrote bout it at Life's Pages..hehe

emilayusof September 28, 2008 1:22 PM

ooo it hink i and your girlfriends rite?

emilayusof September 28, 2008 1:22 PM

the gambar with the cartoon you!

LadyJava September 28, 2008 1:23 PM

hah.. yg itu lah!!

emilayusof September 28, 2008 4:30 PM

lol, bila the real you nak step out nih!

LadyJava September 29, 2008 4:57 AM

lol Emila.. sampai bila2 lah...lolz!!

emilayusof September 29, 2008 1:58 PM

rugi tak jumpa you ngan doktor hari tu....tulah tiba2 jek ada halangan.

LadyJava September 30, 2008 4:17 AM

Tulah Emila..

Eh Dc Natrah is in KL tau.. she's doing her masters here.. but I pun tak jumpa dia lagi

emilayusof September 30, 2008 7:56 AM

i know...i read her blog. Cute husband dia tolong update untuk dia.

LadyJava September 30, 2008 8:17 AM

ah ah kan... cute kan .. hey husband pun ada blog now kan..hehe

emilayusof September 30, 2008 4:28 PM

ye ke lj? apa url dia?

emilayusof September 30, 2008 4:30 PM

Mungkin masa updatekan Natrah punya blog, dia jadi kepingin pulak nak ada blog sendiri kan?

emilayusof September 30, 2008 4:31 PM

eh, i baru sedar kita ni macam makcik-makcik duduk kat tanggan rumah sambil menggossip..

LadyJava September 30, 2008 8:41 PM

hehehehhe.. i tak bookmark lah url dia

LadyJava September 30, 2008 8:41 PM

But you should be able to get it from her blog

LadyJava September 30, 2008 8:42 PM

ah ah lah kan macam makcik2 sungguh....lolololzz

emilayusof October 02, 2008 11:19 PM

wahahaha lol! nasib baik yang bukan 'cari kutu' punya kind haha!

Mariuca October 03, 2008 1:06 PM

Morning ladies! Eh your hubbies ada blog ke? B doesn have any, how about Zaim and Azwaj??

LadyJava October 03, 2008 4:12 PM

Ewww Emila.. mana ada kutu lagi lah..hehe

LadyJava October 03, 2008 4:13 PM

GP.. A tak der blog lah.. dia dok sibuk moderate forum kat MyEvo..hehe..

Z ada ke??

Mariuca October 06, 2008 12:35 AM

LJ, Azwaj moderator official, unlike me the unofficial moderator at Emila's lol! :)

LadyJava October 06, 2008 3:07 AM

Yelah.. i see you moderating on behalf of Emila.. tu yang astaga.. beratus comment tu..lolz!!

Mariuca October 10, 2008 9:37 AM

Have to be moderator there LJ, or not ketinggalan by the rest of the moderators there he he! :)

LadyJava October 10, 2008 10:16 PM

GP..still moderating ke?? eh EC down eh??

emilayusof October 17, 2008 11:14 PM's great to have marzie as unofficial moderator!

LadyJava October 18, 2008 12:01 AM

Emila.. kita yg tak official..lolz!

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